Why Can't I Let Go

It's hard to forget you when I staring at your face
Can't put your picture down
Any more than I can lose this heart ache
Tried so hard to forget you
Tearing down all the dreams and plans we built


I wish I could turn back the hands of time
Wouldn't let that dazzling smile fool me
Knowing where we'd end up
Should have stayed away, leaving you with her
Instead of two broken hearts left in your wake


What went wrong with the things that used to be so right
Guess it doesn't matter now
I don't even want you anymore
So why are you haunting my dreams
Why can't I let go of this tragedy

Fear Play

Use my fears against me
make me shiver and cry in anticipation
Grasp them
bending them to your desires

Please
take me to that realm
Where fear is heightened
and I am free

fear
capture it
feed it
tame it

Expose my fears
play with them in your games
Bring them to the surface
torment me

Then shatter them completely
so I have no wall to hide behind
Only then am I content
in my submission to you

A Short Forever

How could this be, this forever
when you're already gone
Can't change my mind or
turn back time
The words that we've said
have burned us straight through us
Leaving their mark on tainted souls

I'm left here alone in the darkness
on my knees, my heart spilled on the floor
Trying to say I love you still
to be met with closed ears
As you turned from me
from the hours and miles and months
Walking away from our forever