Ready to Fight Again

Written in Feb. 2008

Here we go again,

I know you missed me too and in the end,

it's now how it always has been

You and me, always together

fighting side by side

No matter the struggles we face

you'll always be there

Countless lives we've lived

you've never let me down once

I know you never will

Having my back,

we'll fight the demons that come our way

and we know somehow we'll make it through

Whether by sword, or carefully placed word

they'll never stop us

Though the wold may not understand

what exactly it is we do

it doesn't really matter

Facing another foe

waiting to fight, ready as all hell

So here we go again

Another Lost Victim To Society

Chorus
They're tearing out my soul
Replacing my good heart
I'm becoming as they are
All the good in the world
Sheds their tears
Another lost victim to society

Verse
Tears falling from my eyes
Can't hold back the pain inside
I'm not who I used to be
That's such a scary thought
They've made me into something I'm not
And I don't even have
The will to fight

Verse
The chains are getting tighter
I don't know what to do
Part of me wants to accept it
Embrace the new change
I just don't think I could
Live with myself of I did

Verse
A perfect clone in an unhappy world
No one left to fight the good fight
We've abandoned ourselves
To a miserable person's will
All the lost victims to society
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Love Not My Own

This was written back in Feb. 2008


Don't know where I went wrong
I just can't go on anymore
Don't know what to do
I think about you all the time
And all I can do is smile
When you're around

I messed up and I did wrong
Wishing I could take back all the pain
I'm so ashamed
You're out of my life now
Hoping you're okay
That I didn't crush your spirit

I know she makes you happy
I made you happy too
But we both know better
There's no happy ending for us
If she gives you that perfect life
Take it, you deserve one
'Cause I hurt you so bad
I hope she can heal your wounds

I've seen you two together
The perfect couple in a perfect world
I can smile when I see you two
Knowing you're happy
Though it kills me inside

I'm really sorry for everything
Be happy live and love
Take care of each other
And never let go