In Love

"In Love"

Heart's pounding, can't stop smiling
every breath, the breath of new life.
What it's like to be in love
each step bringing you a foot higher.

Words are none, just a soft caress
by loving, caring hands.
Lips touch, world fades away
into nothingness.

Worries and fears
float away, dissolving.
Music playing, your love
whispering in your ear.

Love surrounds, fills you
making you one.
In love, what it's like
what it makes your feel!

Breath short, and hard
is the beating of the heart.
Looking into those eyes
getting lost.

Can't think, can't breathe
can't even see
only feeling the touch
of the one you love.

Love, that's what's going on
what you're in.
Feeling lost in a crazy world
only your love as a guide.

Then in a heart beat it stops
world returning.
Feeling normal once more
still staring into those loving eyes.

Always knowing you can return
go back to that wonderful place.
Where all you know
is being in love.

Home

In the midst of all the pain and doubt, comes a beautiful poem. This is why I stay, regardless of what the future holds. If tomorrow brings about the end of it all, while it may hurt I don't regret a second of it. I wouldn't change us for the world.

"Home"

I'm lost but it's okay
You'll find me soon enough
Bringing me home to your warmth
Or we can walk forever on this path
Each day bringing a new world to explore

I get angry, run screaming
Hiding away in a deep dark cave
Thinking you'll never find me
Not here, not ever
Then a light appears, it's you

I always think I know best
Until reality comes crashing around me
You help me pick up the pieces
Rebuilding our world with me
My anchor in a raging sea

Taking your hand, you lead us
Then I break away yet again
Making you chase me down
This cycle of cat and mouse
Will it ever end

Needing you like no other
You are the very air I breathe
I drown in self doubt
Struggling in the chaos
With a smile you save me

Broken

This is a song I just wrote. I really like how it came out. Funny enough, I was inspired by some Christian show that was playing in the background. I had been watching the Price is Right and hadn't changed the channel yet. All I heard the woman say was "this feeling I can not shake" and the song was born from there. :)

"Broken"

This feeling I can not shake
These thoughts I try to hide
But it's broken
(it's broken)
Yeah it's broken

Why do we keep making this feel so wrong
Just one more night and in the morning it's gone
I can't play this game for much too long
It's all just a fleeting moment
A shared kiss, lingering embrace
But when the sun rises we're both alone

This feeling I can not shake
These thoughts I try to hide
But it's broken
(it's broken)
Yeah it's broken

In the beginning it all went right
You were my knight in shining armor
Buying flowers and opening doors
But the fights and nights screaming
Can only be swept away for so many times
So I walked out the door and out your life

This feeling I can not shake
These thoughts I try to hide
But it's broken
(it's broken)
Yeah it's broken

You're an addiction and I need a fix
I come crawling back for that sweet release
Try to tell you it's just this once
Yet I'm at your door the next night
Needing the sweetness and comfort
Before the vicious cycle starts again

This feeling I can not shake
These thoughts I try to hide
But it's broken
(it's broken)
Yeah it's broken

When will I learn that you're bad for me
I know I'm not right for you either
The game is done, we've played it out
There are no second chances here
So just before the light breaks
I'll leave a note and disappear

This feeling I can not shake
These thoughts I try so hard to hide
But it's broken
(it's broken)
We've always been broken

A final goodbye, one last kiss
You won't see me anymore